God.

When we fuck tomorrow, I want to be able to express how I’m feeling at that moment, PERIODT!

I want to tell him how good he’s making me feel. How close he is. How good he is. He’s revealed that he wants that from his partner. He’s the kind that needs the ego boost.

So if we fuck tomorrow… I will fulfill all of that. I’ll tell him how much I enjoy it and how much I don’t want him to stop. Etc. etc.

I have to be louder and more emotive. I’ll try. It’s hard when the roommates are home. I just want to let him know when he rocks my fucking world.

I think he’s going to come out with us this weekend. I hope he does. He’s so fun.

We’ll see.