Today

Was just really bad. I didn’t sleep last night because my blood sugars were bottoming out and I didn’t want to not wake up.

Then the fucking doctors office… I posted about it in the t1d group. I might just copy and paste that post in here because I don’t want to relive it. I’ve never been so upset and tired of bullshit.

If you don’t know why the fuck you are doing, you probably should not be trying to help diabetics who are suffering lows.

This girl was SO FUCKING RETARDED. I really hope she gets fired.

But now, my sugars are high because I had to take my pump off. I just need a break. I want to study this weekend, and catch up on the work I have. Study for the quizzes I’ll need to take in the next few weeks. Try and focus on getting good grades… but with my sugars just dipping and dropping so low, I’m fucked.

I hate this disease. I was so normal before I got that stupid ass pump. I should’ve never gotten it. Whatever, I have it. I just need someone to fix my fucking numbers.

As I’ve been doing for years, I know my body better than any doctor does. I’ll fucking do it on my own.

Fuck this.

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