Cutting the strings.

This is what I’m making today. Max has something up his sleeve for this reaction. It’s the first time anyone has done this reaction so he’s being super open-ended.

I just tried to TLC the reaction and they seem to migrate the same. This reaction might need a catalyst.

I’m not smart enough to know what catalyst would get this thing going, but homeboy should know…

I just walked into the Physics department to look at their posters and the dude that lives in my house (whose mail is all over the porch) is doing studies on how methamphetamine leads to apoptosis (unorganized cell death) and I guess they actually use meth in this project. Lmao I didn’t know that was allowed. Maybe it’s not meth but an analog of it…?

Guess what fat piece of shit doesn’t have his research displayed… well, maybe it’s somewhere that I’ve never seen…

today’s a boring day in the lab. I’m supposed to smoke with Gary after work today. I hope he understands the friends thing. If not, I’ll have Sean beat the dog shit out of him.

I had to dump Connor. Sorry, he was a good dude… kinda cute, but there was something weird with how he shaked, kinda like those alcoholics that haven’t had a drink in a day or two.

And his hair was kinda weird, he talked about nothing but his grandma and his mom and shit. He was a little dull. Didn’t have a job, and lived on a friend’s couch.

It wasn’t gonna work! Lol never would I ever dump everyone to be with him… but I would do that for Sean!

That’s the difference!!

When they say, “I’m down to see you if things don’t work out” that’s fucking sad. Very sad.

So I think these dudes that are getting dumped right now was a long time coming. Gotta cut the string.

My ass

Is fat. I know this. I saw my boss checking it out one day. Yes bitch.. that’s grade A African booty right there.

Even Sean precums if he’s touching it for long. Forget hitting from behind. It’s like he really doesn’t want to cum but he end up doing it anyway. Lol he never screams any words except in that position. Lmfao he was like “FUCK ME!” Like fuck, I didn’t wanna cum. Lol shit happens.

I don’t mind if I cum first. I’m glad I’m actually having orgasms again, I was starting to believe I would never have another one.

Well, size doesn’t matter, at all. But girth does… we’ve discussed this at length (no pun intended).

But he’s got both. It’s not humongous Dexter dick. It’s perfect for my body.

His body in general fits with my body. He’s a perfect big spoon. I love waking up next to him.

Yesterday, he told me to be more open emotionally. But he seems to read me pretty well anyway.

He told me that I seem to not want to put my energy into one situation because I’m afraid to waste time and energy for it to not work… he is totally correct.

When I began to realize that I really like this man, it scared me. I started pushing him away. It’s childish, but I’m afraid to get hurt…

we had this talk and decided to try to make things work. He really didn’t want to walk away.

So back to this booty I got. It’s huge. I just bought new leggings, and yes, I will be wearing a crop top to work to show off my ass. Of course. Smd!

I’m going in early to get to Starbucks. Yes bitz!

Hopefully Max is proud that I made some pure benzene compound. We will see.


Sean and I had a huge argument last night about race. It was bad. He started yelling at me and I jumped out of his car.

Then he started driving around looking for me… and I told him that he is not going to yell at me. I have strong opinions, if he can’t deal, then it’s ok.

He asked me if he could take me home. He said please, since it will be the last time we see each other.

He had tears in his eyes. He was really upset.

So we went to the falls and we started to talk about me getting a PhD. So I said that everyone will call me doctor. He got mad about that too.

He said it won’t get me respect… I said, you don’t understand my field.

Get got into another argument. We both started crying. I don’t want to go into details, but he took me back to his house.

We watched brain games and then we had sex. God. He put that shit down. I got another orgasm. He knows how to do it now!

Sorry, if I ever told you you gave me an orgasm with a condom on, I probably lied. A raw cock is the only thing that can do that.

Then we slept and woke up this morning and did it again. Haha. Morning sex is so good. I just grab onto him and play with it a little then smack my ass with it and boom! It’s a super cock ready to shoot loads.

So I will see him Wednesday. Sorry Russell!