Lol. God. So after my conversation with Sean, I look at Jeff in a different light.

Jeff will go along with whatever I want. Whatever I say.

So I talked to him about Sean. I told him that I really really like Sean…then this:

Wouldn’t that be a hint, maybe?

I don’t think tinder is a good way to make friends. I may need to figure something else out.

so yesterday when I hung out with Jeff, he said he had no expectations! Now all of a sudden, this?


this message is very telling…

He’s trying to convince me that Sean isn’t right for me because Sean isn’t poly…so what?!

If he cares about me, we can work it out. It doesn’t change the fact that I have no romantic feelings towards him.

Kind of sounded like he was trying to get me to to like Sean less.

What Sean said about this was pretty smart, how are you crazy about someone who’s so closed off physically from you? It makes no sense! Seems like he’s not ready for a relationship and just fell in love with the idea of me.

But I am not to blame for anything he is feeling. He said he was attracted to my mind… he was INFATUATED with me in general, I think.

But really sending me 9-14 texts ranting in sentence format is not going to make me change my mind. Lol

He may have his PhD…. but he is not very intuned with his surroundings.

I’m flabbergasted that he even thought that I liked him, I gave him NO indication of that.

And this is what I go through on a daily basis for the past three weeks…

this is the official last week that I will randomly be hanging out with people from Tinder. I think I have a good core group of dudes, and one I like a lot a lot a lot. So what else do I need?!


He was cool. Really cute. Knew chemistry. Made me wanna drop my drawz, but I kept them on. Lol

We got brunch. Drank a few mimosas!

It was cool. But he is a horrible kisser. Drool everywhere, dude. I do not want to kiss him ever again.

Then had a picnic with Jeff. We talked about a lot. My frustration with the dating scene… and a lot more.

Then, I had the night left to cuddle and make out with Sean. We haven’t had sex yet, but I think after a few more meetings, we will soon.

God, his lips are full. The way he holds me when we are making out turns me on. He instantly gets hard when we start making out. And when we start, we can’t stop.

He’s the best kisser out of them all I think.

God! Fuck!

I’m starting to want to spend more time with him. If he wanted to do anything, I would cancel all my plans.

He is a sexy piece of shit!