Connor is a fucking cutie.
So he’s not quite in line with my type dark-haired dark eyed Italian man. He was actually part Jewish I think… but he was really cute really nice eyes.
We went to the point and ate a meal that he did not like so they didn’t charge him I just had crabcakes. I also got a glass of moscato. it was really good moscato.
After we completed our meal we decided to go on a walk so we walked around Washington Park and just talked.
Then I decided that it was the end of the date because now I’m going to see Aric so I decided to give him a little kiss.
He was kind of giggling during this kiss Aaron 😍 did the same fucking thing I don’t know why guys do that…
Are they giggling because they’re excited or are they giggling because they find it funny I’m really not sure why they giggle when I’m kissing them…
But I plan on seeing Connor soon he’s not really in a good living situation right now so I don’t know if we’re going to hook up right away I’d like to have a few more dates with him before I do that
I kind a new with most of the guys like after the date yeah I’m gonna hook up with them the next time I see them I knew with Aaron 😍 right away actually with him I want to make sure that he doesn’t have feelings like serious feelings
Because he did say that his last girlfriend was from Tinder…
I just find that wild that any fucking guy would just date a girl off tinder and like seriously date ththem I find that so crazy.
I also think I overbooked my Tuesday this is going to get bad I’m gonna have to cancel and make a decision.
Tomorrow after I see Jeff I’m just gonna go and try and find a schedule or something to write this shit down on because this is getting wild.
Next week for sure I think I overbooked myself but I might have Sunday night open I’m not exactly sure
I think I’ll make a date for Sunday night on Wednesday after I see Russell if I do see Russell
After I talk to Russell about not wanting anything serious it kind of seem like he Kinda wasn’t as excited and he was excited but I don’t know somethings seem different.
And I really need to stop talking to Aaron 😍 about tinder dates but he’s my friend so I just feel like I can talk to him about shit
But it seems like every time I talk to him about things he gets really jealous and maybe I should just stop and just talk about them to my journal.
I don’t fucking know what to do it just seems more natural to talk to another person about tinder dates feel like maybe Phil won’t be as jealous as Aaron 😍 or Russell
Aaron 😍 is just jealous because he knows what we have and it’s really good but he also knows that we’re not in a place to be serious so he has no reason to be jealous.
whatever Connor was cute Connor was really cool he kind of reminded me of Ethan a little bit.
But an Ethan that is completely obsessed with Nirvana.
Whatever Aric should be here by 7:20 so I’m just waiting for him my hair got completely wet on this last day and I really just don’t feel like straightening it right now so it’s going to be a hot mess and I don’t give a fuck I’m not trying to impress nobody.
Nigga shaved his beard off…like why would you do that when you’re meeting me… I like beards
But whatever I like my weekends getting double dip do you know like someone in the morning someone at night so Saturday and Sunday are good for that.
But I also need to build up my man list because if these two Niggas don’t make it through I have a whole heap come in afterwards
I honestly didn’t know that Aaron 😍 knows that I can just go out in the anyone else because he makes it seem like all he’s just not doing it that I’m really the only girl he seen like but he did tell me he had other girls he just doesn’t see them as often
So I don’t know I can help him burn some calories for the next month before school starts again…