Functional.

I’m a functional alcoholic and it’s beginning to take its toll on me.

The decisions I’ve been making lately have not been of sound mind. I’m actually scared that I won’t live too long like this.

In a weird way, I’d love to drop dead.

The only good thing I have is my body, and I’ve been using it to get whatever I want. I need to get it together. I need to get out of Albany. For one day. With someone. Idk…. and not drink.

I’m losing it.

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