I feel happy today, for some weird reason. I just feel kinda free a little. I’m not worried if anyone is mad at me, I almost don’t really care at this point.
I just want to get everything out in the open, live. You can’t ignore me when you’re sitting right there next to me so, I think that’s the only real way I can communicate with him.
I was a little out of his league, he wore a seatbelt in the back seat for crying out loud. But I didn’t care.
I’m just cracking up uncontrollably about this situation I find myself in. It’s so stupid. It’s a little funny that I’m the one thats more into him and not the other way around, but lol truth is more hilarious than fiction I suppose.
Guys only remember you when they’re jerking off by themselves and imagining the times they needed to have their glasses on during the horizontal tango.
It’s all about compromise. I feel like some guys (Eric) are not willing to make any compromises. Sorry brrrahhh, it’s a two way street. You wanted me to stop my passive aggressive nature, you needed to be able to communicate.
I noticed that he has a receding hairline, and I always imagined him (worse case scenario) being completely bald…and I didn’t mind it. It would be kinda sexy if he grew the beard out too. But whatever, let me get over what I used to think.
something as simple as a compromise and he wasn’t willing to do it.
Personally, he might be a hit if he decided to date dudes instead. The bear look is a thing! And I honestly think that he’s personality wouldn’t bother other dudes as it does girls. We’re emotional. Some, me, are self conscious. So…kinda have to figure out what the right way to make us not self conscious.
When I get indifferent, I am horrible. I just want to keep peace.
I am going to ask him if we could go out to dinner, my treat (since he’s been paying the last 3 months or however long it’s been… ) maybe after, we can talk or talk then eat. Whatever he wants to do. I just want to be able to take him out once.
But I have really good friends, they’re all like let’s go out and beers and drink about it. Lol so I’m just getting twisted tonight for happy hour. Jesus Christ. Alcoholic Fatima is going wild, 100% in the bitch.
I got some weed kit kats, and I’m gonna use them to try to fall asleep… hopefully.