Can’t Be Mad

Lol, men like you just make me laugh until I piss myself. For > 10 years, you’ve had the biggest fucking crush, and for years I’ve left that option open, and constantly you get meek, don’t say how you feel, and get cucked out the bando.

At one point, I will say, I really did consider it. But the more and more I really get to know you, the more I really realize that I don’t know you because you don’t even know your FUCKING SELF! 

How am I supposed to take you seriously, when you don’t present a serious personality, or a personality to be taken at face value, if at all. 

I try not to be mean, but I have to be honest, otherwise I would lose a friend (not as if I haven’t already), but I can’t consider you as anything but a friend. There’s nothing there that I can latch onto, in a romantic sense. 

So on Sunday, this nigga sends me this:

He’s been sending me shit like this prior:

I knew after the latter message that he had the wrong idea of what our relationship was… so when he sent me the former, I knew I had to make a clear stand. 

He supposedly just got out of a relationship that ended badly, and he’s stuck on the bitch, and I tried to give him advice, and he kept talking about “us”. I tried to make it clear without being a bitch that “hey, that was the past, we’re still friends and that is good”. But I guess it was lost in translation:

I guess I wasn’t absolutely clear, but I mentioned fucking his brother. That should’ve been a holy red flag. ⛳️ 

Plus he’s said this:

So i really don’t get it. He’s insane.

Anyway, on Sunday, I hung out with a school friend. We went to the mall and got fro-yo. We went Dutch so it wasn’t like a “date”. We’re friends with similar goals, and we’re in the same age range. We chilled, that was it. 

Anyway, so I’m trying to do independent research this summer, and I asked this kid if I could administer an MMPI 2 test on him, and this is what he said:

Nigga sounded like he got stomped on O.D. Dude, it’s not my fault that life doesn’t pause for me when you have feelings that are unclear. You have a serious issue in maturity, and you need to get psychological help with it before it’s too late. 

You can be mad, and that’s probably what’s best because you will NEVER be a consideration for me. I like strong people with a real personality. Someone who is unapologetically themselves, kind of like me. That’s what I want, not a meek 29, almost 30 year old who can’t even say what he really feels, immature, butt hurt, and reflecting the anger they have towards themselves on me.


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