Fucking seriously though. I feel like there’s always something inside me that blocks that situation from ever occurring. Not that I’m looking for that to specifically happen, but I can’t even have a crush on someone without making myself think of all the possible horrible things that is wrong with whomever this person is. I’m going to be fucking 28 in 3 months. Although I don’t look it; I am old. Not saying my latest ex didn’t deserve to be kicked right the fuck out, but maybe I’ve over looked the true king to my throne. Just maybe… Fuck my ex by the way. That nigga was gahbaggge.