Loving Self Hating Others

Even though my parents readily know that I haven’t seriously dated a black man in all of my years of dating, they’re still trying to “arrange” something.

I’m sure they hope I grow out of this phase. I’m not sure if it’s a phase. I’d like to think that I’m just not in a place that I can find a nice black man. You know, one that can be normal…

In the back of my mind, I think I’ll always secretly want a white guy. Even if I am with the most strapping lad of a black man. I wish I could say why. White boys are hot. And I’m not a self hater by any means. 

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